3quine (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} 3quine) wrote,@ 2005-12-01 22:41:00 |
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Thoughts
Working out in the gym I often find myself self conselling or just thinking about how things are going in my life. I often think whats its going to be like to be able to ride a horse again, , have a horse to call my own and to hug and wipe tears on when I am down.
I just cant believe it is nearly 8 weeks until we leave here. That is barely any time at all and soon after I will be buying that horse I dream about every day.
I'm so unprepared mentally for this I think. I'm going to be simply overwhelmed with joy :) Geoff is not going to know what to do with me! hahaha :)
Until I fall off and cry and whine like a baby. I've always had a type of shock when falling from a horses back. I will start shaking and crying and then start laughing at myself for crying like a baby. I get up and hop back on, unless terribly hurt like the time pinnochio galloped me into the fence and i broke my collar bone. I never believed in letting a horse win by tossing me off. I guess thats a healthy attitude to take. Pinnochio sometimes won much to my amusement often bolting home leaving me standed to walk. He would wait at the fence with his reins dangling on the ground with an evil look in his eye which was so comical i cannot put it to words. I miss that little guy so much. He was an honest little pony with a heart of gold, we were best friends, I'm glad he came to me in my dreams not so long ago to put my mind at ease and know he has gone to a better place.
Anyway I just cant believe its so soon. I am almost drooling in anticipation. I'm sure Geoff is sick of hearing about horses by now, i can imagine in 8 weeks time he will have no hair due to pulling it all out stand by stand with mention of the expensive hay eater.
:) YAYYYYYYYY a boyfriend with no hair and a horse, well maybe not the no hair bit
Working out in the gym I often find myself self conselling or just thinking about how things are going in my life. I often think whats its going to be like to be able to ride a horse again, , have a horse to call my own and to hug and wipe tears on when I am down.
I just cant believe it is nearly 8 weeks until we leave here. That is barely any time at all and soon after I will be buying that horse I dream about every day.
I'm so unprepared mentally for this I think. I'm going to be simply overwhelmed with joy :) Geoff is not going to know what to do with me! hahaha :)
Until I fall off and cry and whine like a baby. I've always had a type of shock when falling from a horses back. I will start shaking and crying and then start laughing at myself for crying like a baby. I get up and hop back on, unless terribly hurt like the time pinnochio galloped me into the fence and i broke my collar bone. I never believed in letting a horse win by tossing me off. I guess thats a healthy attitude to take. Pinnochio sometimes won much to my amusement often bolting home leaving me standed to walk. He would wait at the fence with his reins dangling on the ground with an evil look in his eye which was so comical i cannot put it to words. I miss that little guy so much. He was an honest little pony with a heart of gold, we were best friends, I'm glad he came to me in my dreams not so long ago to put my mind at ease and know he has gone to a better place.
Anyway I just cant believe its so soon. I am almost drooling in anticipation. I'm sure Geoff is sick of hearing about horses by now, i can imagine in 8 weeks time he will have no hair due to pulling it all out stand by stand with mention of the expensive hay eater.
:) YAYYYYYYYY a boyfriend with no hair and a horse, well maybe not the no hair bit
